When I was a child, I had an incredible imagination, and with that came terrific nightmares. Many nights I woke up in panic-filled wide-eyed, my heart beating loud enough that any robber in the house could hear; I was frightened to the point of feeling paralyzed. My peace of mind came when I would cry out to my parents.
The evening pattern went like this:
DAD! Are you awake?
Yes, I am.
Don't go to sleep until I go to sleep, okay?
Okay, I won't go to sleep until you're asleep.
MOM!
Yes?
Are you awake?
Yes, I'm awake.
Don't go to sleep until I go to sleep, okay?
Okay, I won't go to sleep until you go to sleep.
DAD?
I'm here; go to sleep, Corey.
Writing these words, my eyes fill with tears. My parent's reassured me, night after night; they gave me their word faithfully and without ever seeming to be bothered by my need.
I would fall asleep, trusting my parents were there to protect me from harm.
(1900s Plaster Paris statue of Saint Joseph holding the Christ Child. When I bought this statue, I found a small note carefully tucked into one of the folds. The note was of long ago… a written prayer… pleading for God's mercy to protect their son during WWII. I refolded the note and trustingly placed it back.)
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