Stories Collected While Living in France

French la Vie

Sadness in Summer

Family.

I have waited to share this news, not because I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t know how…sharing makes the reality concrete, like putting one’s hand on wet cement, the print remains. I can no longer write this blog and not share what I am feeling.

My Father and Sister in law, are both in ill health.

The power of love, pray, good thoughts, helps, heals and gives courage. I ask you to please send yours to them.

Everyday I have added something to my blog, it has been a source of strength for me, to use this blog as a prayer, to look around me and find the miracle in whatever comes my way, to have faith in love, to believe that everything is for a reason and those reasons are good.

Even this.

Life is beautiful even when there is suffering…. suffering is made bearable by feeling the blood run through my veins whispering its song of hope.

photo: things complied and shared, bits of collected what nots that tell a story.

Comments

83 responses to “Sadness in Summer”

  1. wendy

    Dear Corey I will definitely be praying for you. I happened to come over to check in tonight right as this was posting I think.
    The very reason I am drawn to your blog so much is what you mention here. How you treat it as a “healer’s journal”, which is something I had dreamed about before and it really stuck. That’s just a name though, what it means is just a mundane little journal, and through its very mundaneness it is about finding the sacred and beautiful in the mundane, in little day to day life with its joys and pains, and witnessing the little miracles and “coincidences” so you can know more and more that God truly IS here with us, and share that. For that is the heart of healing.
    Or as you put it so beautifully…”to use this blog as a prayer, to look around me and find the miracle in whatever comes my way, to have faith in love, to believe that everything is for a reason and those reasons are good.” Its all part of our “stories”, our healing fairy tales, which shines through in your picture here.
    I believe in miracles. And I pray miracles will unfold for your family Corey.
    Warmly, Wendy

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  2. ~jolene

    Corey, I know that you will feel the arms of all of us around you and your entire family.
    Yes, I am just a name that floats to you via the internet – but it does not make me care less about you and yours — you have made a difference in my life – simply by the act of sharing your words that ebb and flow from your heart – and I visit you daily without fail- because you remind me to slow down and rethink my priorities, you remind me whats real…

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  3. Jill

    It seemed to me that you have been so very reluctant to leave your family and go back to France. Perhaps it’s always that way when you visit your childhood home, but I know how hard it is to be far away when loved ones are unwell. My prayers are with you, your father, and your sister-in-law, be assured.

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  4. Lilly

    I’m so sorry to hear this about your dad and sister-in-law. I think of the photo of your mom’s and dad’s hands that you posted a while back near the date of their 50th anniversary. …My own dad was failing when we were back east and my sky darkened when they said he probably only had days or weeks but then somehow he stabilized and so we left and came back home. But I had some good visits with him during those weeks and I’m glad for you that you’ve had this time with your dad and also with your sister-in-law.

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  5. Connie

    Dearest Corey,
    I am so very sorry about your father and sister-in-law’s health. It is always very hard for me to share personal things on my blog regarding health issues too. The support that is out there for you is unbelievable.
    Prayer is so strong and this group of people will really be there for you. We all care very much for you and your family. Think positive and never give up because miracles are happening every day.
    Sending you big hugs,
    Connie

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  6. meredith

    My prayers for your family.
    I still cannot share. I wish I could.

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  7. wishesheros

    I am with you.

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  8. miss*R

    Corey – my heart is with yours right now. Sending many prayers, good thoughts & angels to each of you. I wish I could do more. much love always, Robyn xo

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  9. Britt Arnhild

    My prayers are with you from Norway dear Corey.

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  10. Susan

    I believe in the power of prayer, Corey. Your father, your sister-in-law and you are in mine.

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  11. diana

    Corey… I am sending prayers and hugs to you from the hill country.
    xoxo

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  12. Cat

    My prayers are sent for your Dad and Sister-in-Law. May they and you and your whole family be blessed with comforting peace. Love, Cat

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  13. Penny

    Sharing difficult things sometimes helps to heal our hearts. You and your family are in our prayers.

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  14. ParisBreakfasts

    OH Corey, Thank you for sharing everything you do share with us. Not just your amazing gifts – your evocative pictures that move us and your poignant words that touch our feelings deeply, but your REAL life too. Our thoughts are with you in every positive way. You have given us so much Corey. How can we give back to you?
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  15. herhimnbryn

    My arms opening for you, my dear.
    My heart opening for your loved ones.

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  16. swampgrrl

    sending you and yours healing vibes….

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  17. boliyou

    Prayers for healing and strength for you and your family.

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  18. berrie

    I have thought of this each day since I learned the news and have prayed for each of you…I know what you’re feeling very well from experience…don’t lose hope corey God is indeed listening * xoxoxo

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  19. Star

    I keep people in my thoughts by placing their names on colorful sticky notes on my calendar. I have placed your father and sister-in-law (you too!) on a bright magenta note and will be sending positive thoughts to all of you each time I see it. Thank you for allowing us to support you during this stressful time.

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  20. candy

    Oh Corey I feel the pain in your words. I agree with Wendy. I believe in miracles and have seen a few. I hold your father and sister-in-law in the Healing Light of the Father’s Love. Thank you for sharing your heart. Praying in Texas.

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  21. josephine

    Dearest Corey ~
    The love of my heart beats a song for you. For your loved ones. All the love in my heart.

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  22. Rebekah

    The prayers and thoughts of a host of bloggers around the world will be beseaching God for goodness and soothing love for your father and sister-in-law, and upon wings of angels those thoughts will be borne to the very hearts of your dearly loved ones. I truly believe in “bearing one another’s burdens” and you have given us the gift of helping you bear the burdens that are weights upon your spirit. We are here for you with love for you and yours.

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  23. stephanie s

    corey, all my thoughts and hopes are with you and your family.

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  24. isabel

    i will be praying for them, Corey, and for you.
    xox

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  25. Astrid

    Corey, you have made my world a better place since I started reading your blog by inspiring me with every post you published here. The least I can do is pray for your family. I hope that peace will fill your hearts to confront with love and courage whatever comes your way. Best wishes and I hope to read you again someday.

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  26. Cookie

    You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers Dear Corey. Know that we are all with you in difficult times as in happy times. Hugssss

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  27. Ulla

    Corey, I know how difficult it is for you to put these words in print – but now you shall reap the joy that comes from knowing that we are all with you in heart and soul, and wish only the best for you and yours. May your tears and anguish bring sweet roses of joy – remember and charish the little things, life is short, yes, but there is much to be grateful for… Love and hugs to you and yours – be safe on your way home…

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  28. Nicole

    Lots of prayers and healing thoughts and good karma being sent your way. Whatever it takes.
    This is a community, different than others you are a part of, but no less capable of holding you up when you need some support.

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  29. mikaelah

    thank you for putting it in writing. it does make it more real and somehow solid. the support is here for you as you must know. love, -m

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  30. Paola

    Oh Corey, I’m so sad to hear your news. The love you share with them is the beautiful part of life and it will never die.
    My thoughts and admiration are with you and them – you sound so brave and strong.
    xxxxxx

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  31. Mrs. Staggs

    I will of course add two more stars to those I wish upon tonight Corey.
    I send my love to you and to your beloved family. xoxo

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  32. Jess

    My prayers and thoughts are with you and yours.

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  33. Shannon Lewis

    I send your father and sister-in-law my good thoughts and healthy vibes.
    Please email me if you’d like to talk.

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  34. andrea

    Sending thoughts and prayers to you and your lovely family.
    All my love,
    a.

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  35. AnnieElfa

    Dearest Corey,
    Every thought is a prayer. There will be many thoughts.
    Blessings,
    Annie

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  36. lauren

    Corey, I know you have been struggling with sharing this part of your life. I am proud of you for finding the bravery and proud of you for being near them to strengthen theirs. Love surrounds you here in the cyber neighborhood as it does there, with those you love.
    Be with them. Love them. Hold them. Cry with them. Laugh with them. Healing has many faces.
    Thoughts and love are with you and your father and sister-in-law.

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  37. bcinfrance

    What a heart-breaking post. My thoughts are with you.

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  38. Kit

    I’ll be thinking of you too and sending love to your family from here. My sister in law is also sick with pneumonia and my son has flu, so plenty of prayers for healing are going out at the moment. There is so much good energy coming your way from all your blog friends, I hope it all helps. Lots of love Kitxx

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  39. Lea

    Dear Corey,
    My thoughts are with you and your loved ones. You are brave to share your worries and sadness. Kindest Regards, Lea

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  40. blackbird

    Sweet Corey –
    I hope that healing thoughts and prayers from my home to yours will warm your heart today.
    Look at all the friends you have!

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  41. blackbird

    Sweet Corey –
    I hope that healing thoughts and prayers from my home to yours will warm your heart today…
    look at all the friends you have!

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  42. Jeanne

    Love and prayers darling one!
    Love Jeanne

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  43. jzr

    Blessings and prayers for you and your loved ones abound.

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  44. Art Tea Life

    I am here.
    I will send my thoughts and love there.
    I am so sorry.
    I just sent you my love.
    And you continue to be in my thoughts…

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  45. susanna

    My prayers are with your family, Corey. Hold strong.

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  46. Sandy

    Dear Corey,
    I am sorry to hear this. My thoughts & prayers are with you & your family.
    Sandy

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  47. cruststation

    Corey you walk by faith, the Lord listens to all those who come to him. Thank you for your sharing, I know how hard it must have been for you to write this. May God be with you and your family at this difficult time. My prayers are with you.

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  48. Paris Parfait

    Corey, my thoughts and prayers are with you and yours. I’m glad you shared your concerns – troubles shared are troubles halved. I understand a little bit of what you’re going through, as my mom is battling breast cancer (discovered two weeks ago). Stay strong, dear heart! Lots of prayers and positive energy are being directed towards you, your dad and sister-in-law. xo

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  49. Carol

    Oh dear I’m so sorry to read this and I can imagine how you must feel. I’s good that you can share it with us now! I send healing thoughts to your loved ones and a big virtual hug to you!
    P.S. Beautiful picture, almost like a collage!

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  50. julia

    Best wishes for good health for all those close to you.

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  51. Lisa

    Corey,
    My prayers and positive thoughts are winging their way to you and your family.

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  52. Kathy

    Corey I’m so sorry for this news. I’ve read your blog for months and have really enjoyed it but don’t believe I’ve commented before. My dad became suddenly ill just 3 weeks ago and also lives in another country than I do. After a trip home to see him and my mom I had to leave again and I don’t think there is anything more difficult then that.
    My thoughts are with you.

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  53. Knowleypowley

    Corey
    So sorry to hear this news. My thoughts are with you, your father and your sister in law.
    Love and warm hugs
    Pete
    XXX

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  54. Heather

    I add my prayers for you and your family.

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  55. julie christie- leary

    Corey,
    I am sending good thoughts your way. I read your blog daily and enjoy our take on life. Many times your words have lifted my spirits. I wish you and your family health and happiness and will keep you in my thoughts.

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  56. susan

    dearest corey, I’m holding your entire family in a healing and wonderful light. Know you are in both my lovingkindness meditations, and my prayers.

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  57. heidi

    hi corey –
    i’m so sorry to hear of this, my thoughts are with all of you. i hope it makes your heart lighter knowing there are so many who care.
    thank you for sharing, peace –
    xo h

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  58. Kristy

    Hands together,eyes closed.

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  59. naturegirl

    May the angel oflove healing
    and courage be with your family offering peace.
    I will hold you and yours in my prayers.

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  60. Linda Harre

    Corey……I am so sorry that your heart is heavy with fear and worry! I will pray for your father and sister in law! I will also say a prayer for you knowing that strength is needed in these situations. My thoughts are with you and my energy is headed that way! Linda

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  61. frida

    thinking of you and yours

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  62. shelley Noble

    Adding my love. I believe that there is nothing outside of God, even the darkness. Your poet’s heart lives in the beauty of Life Itself. Your inner knowing.
    Someone wise told me that we are never given anything that we cannot handle. That it’s a spiritual law.
    May you continue to know the blessing of Life most fully, love, Shelley

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  63. Linda

    I’ll light a candle for them.

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  64. mary ann

    corey, my thoughts & prayers are with you & your family.
    my fil is very ill too…i know of what you are speaking…
    the power of prayer is all-healing…
    xo mary ann

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  65. kellyrae

    i am sorry to hear of their illnesses, but amazed at your vision. that you find prayer and miracle in everything. that is inspiration and comfort.

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  66. Colette

    Ma très chère Corey. Many prayers will be said, quietly and often, in the heart.
    xoxo

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  67. Carolyn Davis

    Corey,
    My thougths and prayers are with George and your sister-in-law. Your tender touch will help heal. You have been sent from Heaven,and your family are lucky to have you here in Willows at this time.
    Carolyn

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  68. Gina

    My thoughts are with you and yours.

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  69. wilsonian

    Praying right now…

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  70. simple me

    My thoughts and hopes are with you and your loved ones.

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  71. Elaine Hillman

    It seems that our lives are filled with good-byes and hellos. The good-byes are always so painful and the hellos often seem too brief but in the infinite wisdom of our Creator, somehow, some way, there is a balance. I pray that your loved ones will have many more hellos in their lives before the good-byes.

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  72. Jenny

    Oh Corey, I am saying a little prayer now to be carried on the winds to heaven for your loved ones. Blessings to you for your courage and heart to share this news with the community. A candle will be lit at mass for them.

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  73. tongue in cheek

    Such incredible outpouring of prayer and affection(!,) I am overwhelmed(!,) and very blessed! My Father and sister in law thank you for your extending healing thoughts their way. I thank you too!!
    My sister in law has again entered the hospital for the third time in less than a month. When I left California she was in the hospital. She will be okay, but the journey there will be long.
    My Father has a rare form of bone marrow cancer. He is a positive, happy, sometimes tired and trusting life at 79 going on 65…a few days after I posted this, he rode his Harley just to prove he was the man of the hour. He is my hero by showing me how to live in the face of his greatest battle.

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  74. Willow Grace

    Extending my blessings, though late, still very heartfelt.

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  75. vivian

    my thoughts are with you, your father and sister in law. love the way you’ve written your post.

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  76. poemfish

    You write so beautifully, so honestly. Reading all the comments already posted ~ there are so many people with you, pulling for you. Some you probably don’t even know. Count me in.

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  77. Gabi

    Incredibly powerful post, Corey. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
    Words do no justice for a comment on this post…..
    Heartfelt hugs,
    Gabi

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  78. naomi

    I will Pray…..
    Big Hugs!

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  79. Carrie Sommer

    Your family is in my thoughts…

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  80. Ouissi

    Really inspiring!!
    Ouissi x

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  81. Silvia Salix

    Sending healing wishes to your father and sister-in-law.

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  82. windyangels

    What a beautiful photo and thoughts shared. Thanks so much for sharing this. Thinking of you and them.

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  83. Anke

    Lots of good vibes your way and thoughts. If I feel overwhelmed by something I paint whatever comes out is ok. It doesn’t have to be great or nice. Helps me a lot. And recharges batteries too.

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