Stories Collected While Living in France

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Flickering Light

Img_3166We are like a crystal suspended by a silver thread, a strong arm, and with a soul… floating in the universe. Reflecting light, holding light and as the Light passes through us we are alive sending out a multitude of tinted light…rose, green yellow, blue….violet too.

When our Mothers carry us in their womb a different glow radiates from their being, and when our hour comes to go beyond here and now, the light flickers waving at us to understand, to grasp, to hold on, to let go…. to follow.

Without light there is darkness, a stillness, another journey.

My father’s light flickers less today. With mixed emotion I hold on to the light above that filters through the universe, and cry…. "Your will be done, your will be done."

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67 responses to “Flickering Light”

  1. Sher

    …and we know that His Will is always wiser, better than our own. Praying that His Peace will envelope you and your family. With much affection, Sher

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  2. herhimnbryn

    Pax.

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  3. TACE

    Positive thoughts for you and yours.

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  4. tut-tut

    Hold his hand, and press your cheek to his.

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  5. carol

    Corey, I’m so glad that you have the faith you do!
    Sometimes I think God gives us the words to pray when we can’t find them for ourselves.
    I’m sending loving thoughts and saying prayers for you and your family today.

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  6. Candy

    praying here.

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  7. martina

    Sending prayers and love.

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  8. susanna

    Oh, Corey. I’m not sure what to write. I wish I was there to put my arm around your shoulders, though.

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  9. Dawn

    When the light was dimming for my mother, I held on the fact that her days were already determined by a sovereign God.
    It gave me so much peace…in so many ways.
    My heart is with you, dear Corey.

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  10. Maura

    Oh Corey. Still thinking of you with tears & prayers & love.
    It has been Holy Week for us in the Orthodox Church….please know I’ve been lighting candles during the many services for you, your father and and all who love your father so much.
    Tonight’s midnight Matins will begin the service for Holy Pascha….and I will continue in supplications on your behalf.

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  11. Hasmin

    Corey, sending you warm hugs and strength, along with your dear Dad.

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  12. Lisa-Vet

    Still Here. God Bless You and your Family.

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  13. pauline

    Thinking of you TICA!

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  14. deirdre

    I’m thinking of you and holding you and your family in my heart.

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  15. Elaine

    Sending strength and love for you, your family and father.

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  16. Alison Gibbs

    It is so difficult watching the light dim.
    Take care
    Alison

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  17. Leslie Garcia

    Dear Corey,
    There is so much that I want to say…
    My heart is full of emotion and my prayers are
    constant for you and your whole family. Your Father is in the BESY of Hands…he knows it!
    He will not remember his suffering…only the love that surrounds him.
    May your gentle heart find peace dear Corey.
    Love,
    Leslie

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  18. Julie

    Still here, sending you love and hope.

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  19. Denise S

    Corey peace to him and you and all those who love you

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  20. Gillian

    Why does there have to be a time when His will is done?
    I guess somewhere deep inside I know the answer to this Corey. As you grapple with your sadness, and try to come to terms with your father’s fleeting light…I send you my best wishes, my love, my friendship to sustain you.
    I hope you make it through, with just enough scars to make his memory live within you forever.
    George is an amazing spirit. He will dazzle wherever the Lord takes him.
    xo

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  21. Mary

    Your amazing strength will sustain him on the journey and his light will never be completely out – he will always live in the hearts of you and your family.
    Meanwhile Corey – you know we are thinking of you and sending love.

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  22. angela marie

    (((((((Corey)))))))

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  23. Elizabeth

    May the Heavenly FATHER just snug you up real close, Corey dear!! A tough time indeed. I hope you take some consolation in knowing that Scripture says that HE knows all our days before there was one. I am so happy for you that you have been able to be there and that you have such a dad!! What a treasure and what a legacy your family has!!

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  24. Eunice Oakley

    My prayer daily for you and your family is
    ‘Thy will be done.’ I would love to be there for you and your mum and brother…if only I could.
    Love,
    Eunice

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  25. Elaine L.

    God Bless Your Dad. His light is as strong as ever, it’s just getting ready to rejoin the One Great Light from whence he came.
    Hug him close. I know this is such a hard time for you and my heart is sad for you.
    ~elaine~

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  26. Marilyn

    My hands reach across the miles to send you warmth and comfort in this time of struggle. Peace be with you all.

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  27. Donna O.

    As I get ready to turn in Corey, I always think of you- the sentinel bird perched at his post, watching over his family keeping them safe. For some odd reason I feel you are keeping us all safe or at ease, at the very least. I think you have the kind of love that is enveloping, you know what I mean? From the first day I met you you seemed to be an old soul. The wise one. The one with the drop-dead gorgeous husband.Can’t pass that one up. Anyway. thanks for keeping watch on you dad so that we all who care about you know he’s in good hands.
    Love,
    Donna

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  28. gracie

    Oh Corey. love…

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  29. Country French Antiques

    Corey
    Just want to let you know I’m thinking of you and your family even though I may not always comment. Sending you positive thoughts! Wish I would be meeting you this trip to France, maybe next time.

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  30. Julie Ann

    One thing is for sure Corey. this amazing man will have no regrets, no unresolved issues, no troubled soul. Surely in our short lives on this difficult and troubled planet that counts for much. He is bathed in love light and will be evermore. Peace & love, Jx

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  31. constance lefevre forehand

    have peace in knowing that you are a wonderful daughter. GOD be with all of you

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  32. rochambeau

    Dear Corey,
    I know you, your papa, your family will be blessed today.
    God will never leave your side.
    xox
    Constance

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  33. Tess

    A beautiful meditation on light and love.

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  34. Karin

    It is the winding down portion of our lives that allows us to rest and prepare for what lies ahead of us. The end of this journey is the beginning of another, and your father, I am certain, knows that. His faith will carry him through to the place where he wants to be- in the loving arms of his Heavenly Father and the Savior, and the family that waits for him patiently.
    Much love to you, dear Corey, and the hope that you will find comfort in the knowledge that you have given your father the very best gift- your time and love. He will remember it always.

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  35. Vicki

    Your words touch me so much Corey….your light shines so brightly and will continue to because of your wonderful father….prayers and love to you and your family.

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  36. Nancy

    Oh Corey,
    What a hard time this is. There are no words to make it easier or make it less sad. I am thinking of you and your family. Smooth your dad’s brow and hold your mom’s hand. Peace be with you.
    Nancy

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  37. Cheryl in California

    Dear Corey,
    What can I say that hasn’t already been said…I will just add my prayers to those being prayed for you and your family.

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  38. anna

    Peace and strength be with you, dear Corey, as well my prayers for your dad and your family.

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  39. mary ann

    xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
    mary ann

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  40. Marva Plummer-Bruno

    Corey – you have such a beautiful way with words! It is so hard to let go… Prayers going up for you, your dad and your family. Big hugs, Marva

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  41. beachy

    All my love to you, Corey!
    As much as we love the dear members of our families, when it comes to this point, we have to truly understand that the decision is entirely between our loved one and God. We have to “let go” and “let God”.

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  42. Dee

    Corey…shortly before my Dad “went home”…my brothers, their wives, my husband and I met at my Dad & Mom’s home. Together we were gathering strength for the days ahead.
    In our time of sharing…crying…laughing…remembering…my older brother led us in a scripture verse…Psalm 136. He would read…we would in turn answer back “His love endures forever.” I encourage you to read this Psalm…for truly “HIS love endures forever.”
    “Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good. His love endures forever…with a mighty hand and outstretched arms; His love endures forever.”
    Much love and strength to you and your family this next week.

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  43. Nancy

    Follow the Light…..with hugs and prayers.

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  44. carol

    Oh Corey, I’m so sorry for your sadness. My daily prayers have not stopped. God is with your Dad, you and your family.

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  45. Debbie in CA : )

    Steady I pour out prayers in your behalf. Your strength and faith inspire those of us that happen by your special place of thought. Of late I have picked up two magazines to leaf through and found your delightful work. A piece of your French life to share and know you in a different place. What a treat. My prayers of comfort go with you as you abide in His will.
    p.s. My sweet friend Rachel has returned home but slowly slips away a bit more each day. Her wish to rest at home has been granted. Praises sing out; Thy will be done, oh Lord.

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  46. Cindy

    Praying tender prayers for you and your darling Dad and all who love him. May God’s love feel as near to you as the air you breathe.
    Gentle blessings to you all~
    Cindy

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  47. Elizabeth

    Though I do not comment frequently, I read your beautiful, heart-felt words every day and wish you to know that you are in my heart, always. Peace and strength be with you, dear Corey.

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  48. Deb

    prayers and love, still
    D x

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  49. Miss Sandy

    Corey,
    I am crying with you. My beloved grandmother is gravely ill and they have put her in isolation and we are not allowed to go in as she is very contagious. She suffer two light strokes earlier in the week and at 86 years young, she has suddenly become very frail.
    I feel your pain and your desire to hold and let go at the same time. The only thing I know to do is pray for mercy and grace and exactly what you said, thy will be done.
    I am still holding you close in my thoughts and prayers, as well as your family. Thank you for expressing so eloquently what I too am feeling.

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  50. Laurie

    Corey,
    A beautiful sentiment. We are in spirit with you as you travel this road. Your description of your journey is yours alone, we are connected to it by the web of sentiment you share with us. Prayers for all of you. Laurie

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  51. tinker

    Sending prayers for strength, mercy, grace – much love and light to you, my friend~XOXO

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  52. Shannon

    I’m sending you a tight, warm hug.

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  53. Lori Witzel

    Sending you healing thoughts and Texas light.
    Thank you for sharing what you and your Dad are going through. It’s brave deep work and I tear up every time.

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  54. Tammy

    Dearest Corey,
    even in our darkest times, God gives us strength to face them. He love and compassion for you and your family will be like protective arms that will comfort you in tears and give you love that will seep into the very depths of your soul. Your journey shared with us has so touched me. I continue to pray and lift you all up.
    love and blessings

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  55. My Melange

    Don’t ever forget your fathers light reflects all the colors of the rainbow and shines brightly…through you, his only daughter. That is a flicker that never goes out.
    My arms reach all the way from New York to California to hug and comfort you.
    xoxo
    Robin

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  56. Laura

    Love and strength being prayed your way.

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  57. Kristen R

    Dearest Corey-
    You are all in my thoughts and prayers. I think of you daily my friend.
    XOX
    Kristen

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  58. Dee/reddirtramblings

    Dear Girl, I am with you in prayer, in friendship, in hope. I pray that your father’s journey continues as God wills it. I pray your heart is soothed. I pray also for your mother, your children, your husband. Traveling through the University of Life is often uneasy, but God is ever faithful.~~Dee

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  59. Tracy

    Thank you so very much for sharing your family’s journey through this time with all of us out here in blog-land. It has been both a blessing and an inspiration to watch the way with you carry yourself with such dignity and grace. May God’s peace, which surpasses all understanding, comfort you and yours.

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  60. Rosemary

    Just letting you know dear Corey, that I am still with you!! You do have a way with words. My prayers are for you and your family.
    Rosemary

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  61. Colette

    You are your father’s light.
    xoxo

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  62. liz elayne

    sending you all a warm yellow light of healing and peace.

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  63. Nancy ~ Fete et Fleur

    We are with you while the light flickers. Prayers coming your way.
    Blessings!
    Nancy

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  64. Marie-Noëlle

    Sending you all my energy to keep your light on.
    Also sending lots of thinking, praying, loving to you, to your father and family.

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  65. Catalina

    Your soul is a special one. So its your fathers’ too. Souls gather and are one. When you see beauty in things like you show on this messages, your father feel it as well. Sending love to you and your families Corey

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  66. Lee

    Hi Corey. Recently back from some travels, having wondered how things were going for you. It seems like suspended animation. Our thoughts go out to you. A different slant added to my thoughts with my father being diagnosed with lung cancer while we were away. Still the Drs talk positively. Much love and many thoughts, Lee.

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  67. babelfish

    So very graceful, so much to learn…
    Your strong faith brings light in darkness.

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