embrace it and let it go is so so so easy to say

All of it embrace it

sad

angry

questioning

concerned

bothered

frustrated

depressed

sick

denial

pity

the why me

the why now

shock

betrayal

pain

vomiting

lack of appetite

suckiness

fleeting feeling

rage

Cancer is like taking a lovely rug (yourself) then shaking it out a window and watching every speck of dust (life's work, hopes, and dreams) go every which way and wondering how in the hell you are going to get it all back.

embrace it and let it go so so so easy to say

lean into love

lean in the forcefield of prayer 

the one hundred thousand stages of trying to live in the present moment and wanting to run one hundred thousand miles away from it.

 



Comments

19 responses to “embrace it and let it go is so so so easy to say”

  1. Cynthia Thompson

    As I have no words Dear Corey, just imagine me praying, crying, and hugging you all.

  2. Jackie Lantry

    I am so sorry that you, and everyone in your family, are going through this. I wish there was something I could do to make even some tiny piece of it, better. I am so sorry.

  3. My heart goes out to your heart…

  4. Well said! Sending hugs 🤗 and prayers 🙏🏻 And ❤️

  5. Your words touch us all deeply.
    My prayers continue for you all.
    When one is sick you all suffer
    Love Jeanne

  6. i feel the same as Cynthia exactly….all the questions all emotions all the fears all the physical aspects all of it….like everyone here emotions are shared prayers united love constantly prayers incessantly hoping eternally….

  7. Darlene Schueler

    What an apt description.

  8. Your last line is exactly how I have felt in dealing with the cancer of a loved one. Wanting so much to be present and wanting so much to be away at the same time is a special kind of exhausting. I am sorry and send thoughts of support and hopefulness.

  9. Praying for you and your family, Corey.

  10. Continuing to pray for your brother and his entire family.
    One day at a time.

  11. A cancer diagnosis and treatment is one of hope and despair. With cancer comes good days and bad days. It is heart wrenching. My thoughts are with you.

  12. Ann of Avondale

    Serenity prayer comes to mind. Asking God to help us change the things we can change and accept the things we cannot change. Blessings.

  13. Your words – so full of emotion. I feel tears in my eyes as I read each line. Praying for your family, asking for strength and healing for Marty. 💗

  14. Donna Boucher

    My thoughts this morning….
    The Lord is close to the brokenhearted.
    and
    suffering sucks
    Love

  15. Texas Francophile

    What a wonderful gift you are to Marty’s family and Mother. A loving and devoted sister and daughter. So today I pray for sustained strength for Corey♥️

  16. Bonnie Schulte

    I don’t have much to give, I do have prayers to send. May God be with you!

  17. Julia Thelen

    I wish I could take away your pain
    Tiens-toi bien ❤️

  18. Patti Ann Lloyd

    I hope by sharing your pain and expressing your beautifully worded emotions, there is light to find. We are all in this, to hold one another through.

  19. Fat Rabbit

    Corey – Thinking of you and your entire family during your time of pain and sickness. Many prayers and healing thoughts are coming your way.

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