All of it embrace it
sad
angry
questioning
concerned
bothered
frustrated
depressed
sick
denial
pity
the why me
the why now
shock
betrayal
pain
vomiting
lack of appetite
suckiness
fleeting feeling
rage
Cancer is like taking a lovely rug (yourself) then shaking it out a window and watching every speck of dust (life's work, hopes, and dreams) go every which way and wondering how in the hell you are going to get it all back.
embrace it and let it go so so so easy to say
lean into love
lean in the forcefield of prayer
the one hundred thousand stages of trying to live in the present moment and wanting to run one hundred thousand miles away from it.
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