Yesterday, I received again devastating news about my cousin Julie, Sacha's Buddhamere.
If I wasn't so sad I would have had time to feel downright mad at the God I call Love.
I know Love has no bounds and that God can take my anger with a grain of salt.
Some hit pillows I have a good go at God, it helps to be able to dump it somewhere and not be judged but restored.
My cousin suffered several subarachnoid hemorrhages. The outlook wasn't promising she was incubated. The thought was
to prepare for the worse.
Then a miracle.
My cousin sat up! Was breathing on her own, recognized people, could speak, moved her limbs… ate a yogurt.
The doctor declared,
« It is a miracle! »
and that is not usually what doctors say unless they mean it.
Yesterday morning I was devastated, stunned but by late last night a complete change to Julie’s story.
I spoke with her I said,
»You are an f-ing miracle! » she laughed a weak laugh, "Yeah," she said. then I added, « You are like Jesus reincarnated! »
Life is one big adventure we’re wonders never cease.
Yesterday was my father’s birthday.
May this incredible joy continue bringing my cousin Julie healing,
wholeness, and strength!
And may it bring you to hope in what you are longing for.
The last conversation I had with her was a day or two ago and she said, she was looking for adventure…
Julie has a big adventure ahead of her, I pray it goes as well as this moment appears.
I pray it is one long beautiful rich miracle ride,
I pray that I might see her again so I can hit her, and then hug her for a long time.
Thank you again and again for the love you bring and the kindness you afford me.
It has been an emotionally overloaded year …
so dear God, slow it down, let's have some boring
uneventful, twiddle my thumbs, and plenty of time to be with Gabriel.
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