Swans to Dream About

I do not need them. I do not need them. I do not need them. But I can't stop loving them. Iron swan sides to a garden bench.

I do not need a garden bench.

I do not need a garden bench.

I could hang them on the wall!

But I do not have any walls left to hang such a thing, and

besides, the wall might not support the weight.

I do not need these garden elements, so why did I have to see them and be the first to come across the temptation?

To remind me, to tell me, to show me, to get real.

Ah, what a  lovely-lightweight-carefree-dilemma! Bring on more of these garden bench elements, bring on many of these types of problems, and load them on. I prefer these to those other real-deal serious stuff!

The freedom, the luxury, the joy, the gratitude of a simple life where the big decisions are nothing at all.

Even if I haven't felt well since April, even if Yann had to single-handily lead the last French la Vie group   by himself and did a beautiful job!! So much so that I think he is preferred over me. I love that! I have good days; thank goodness for that! And getting closer to finding out why I have asthma, post nasal drip, coughing, and catching every cold my grandchildren catch. It has been nothing short of a rollercoaster ride. I have posted "happy" photos because the good days are welcomed. 

Focusing on the beauty of here and now.

 

 

 

 



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20 responses to “Swans to Dream About”

  1. How awful for you to be unwell for so long and I do hope they can get to the bottom of it. You keep up a good front but I hope you are not too demanding of yourself. You are such a positive person and it is inspiring reading what you write. Thank you for all you do and I join those praying for a positive resolution for you, PDQ!

  2. Sending you love, healing thoughts and energy, Corey. Bless your heart. Be gentle with yourself and take good care of the ever-lovely and wonderful you. 💕

  3. Take good care of your pawls, dear Corey.

  4. So many I know who are experiencing lingering Bronchitis, low grade fever and some with digestive issues – sorry – being ill for weeks and weeks takes all the stuffing out you so that even a treat does not lift the spirit – good thoughts heading your way… As to the treat of finding the Swans – I’d grab them and use them as a low bench either inside the front door or in the bedroom or bathroom with a cushion to sit for a minute when taking off shoes – I’ve noticed with age she removal is not as easy as it was and a soft seated small bit of beauty to soften the blow of no longer being as able would be lovely.

  5. Chère Corey,
    Prenez soin de vous.
    You’ve been caring for everyone else, traveling tons, with the emotional ups and downs of seeing family/loved ones then bidding them à bientôt, all while keeping your lovely and organically created community connected.
    Rest, close your eyes (no screens!) and have that sweet Yann rub your fee regularly. Misha, my youngest sister is a nurse and shared the no screens rule with me years ago (foot rubs are my secret weapon) and despite being around my grands and others, the colds, etc. seem to stay at bay.
    Bon courage!
    Your fan,
    Simone’s Mom (#SimoneGiletJaunedesBarondeMauleDyer) sur la Côte d’Azur 🙂

  6. Susan in Zurich

    I echo all the comments, above: take care, be gentle with yourself!
    Your friends all over the world want to know how you are, so please update us occasionally.
    I admire your positive outlook, but it’s ok to share how you are feeling, if it feels appropriate.
    In the meantime, I will keep you in my prayers.
    And *yes* to a bench for putting on/removing shoes or boots 👍 Great idea!

  7. Jennifer Phillipps

    Gosh, you do hide these things well, as you have seemed bright and perky as normal….I assume it is due to Covid? It seems to find a small chink in your armour and grab it and you will just have to keep plugging on with all the health giving family happiness and good food and walks and look forward to conquering it in the spring….then summer will be a glorious delight to celebrate in. Take care and fight on…x Jennie, NZ

  8. Sending love and prayers, Corey, that you return to perfect health! Thank you for sharing your heart!

  9. Jennie, SF

    Lighting my candle this morning and sending strength and healing air currents across the country and the ocean to you in France.

  10. Praying they can figure out what’s going on soon. 💜

  11. BetteLee Collins

    I cannot say it better than has been said from your friends around the world…Keep he Faith, follow Drs orders along with the ones I am sure your mother has given you….and you know…MOTHERS KNOW BEST….sending love and good wishes to you and Yann….

  12. Praying for you.

  13. Anne Maitland

    Sending you healing thoughts and every best wish for a speedy and complete recovery — and lots of love xxx

  14. Teddee Grace

    These are gorgeous. At first, I thought they might be andirons for a very large fireplace. I also have not been feeling well since May. Strange. I have an appointment with a rheumatologist tomorrow to go over blood tests. I hope we both find out what’s going on soon…finding something like these lovely iron bench supports would help!

  15. Corey, I hope you will continue to dream of swans while you rest and recuperate from you coughs and sniffles and fevers. Sounds the best kind of medicine to me!

  16. Fat Rabbit

    Corey – sorry to hear about your health issues. Like so many others, I wish you healing in body and mind.

  17. Take care, dear Corey!
    Be well.
    Now some look at me crazy, but I have found olive leaf nasal spray for the post nasal drip helps, especially at night. And olive leaf capsule when I can’t kick asthma deep coughing.

  18. You are such a trooper. I had no idea you were dealing with such issues. As your tribe has already voiced, “be patient, gentle, & loving ” with yourself. The world needs you. Blessings. Myra

  19. Marilyn Marcus

    I’m so sorry you have been feeling rotten. I hope you feel better and stronger very soon. Try to get some down time whenever you can!

  20. Linda Sullivan

    Love your pictures and positivity. Been reading tongue in cheek for years.
    Feel better soon.
    ❤️❤️❤️

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